One Mom's Personal Journey...Back To Herself!

R1 VLCD 1,723 (feels like it) 161 lbs and holding
All is well. Little missy is sitting at the kitchen table eating fruit flavored lip gloss (2 tubes simultaneously) and I am parked in front of the fireplace. I am on injection 39 today and VLCD is actually 45 I think. I didn't lose much last week since TOM was here and I was focused on helping dad.

I cheated and had Chinese take out on Sunday during our last push to get things done. Also threw a few hand fulls of choco chips in my face as I was running up and down the stairs. I have a slight recollection of pink champagne and maybe even a margarita my dad whipped out. I'm sure there was more.

I spiked up 2 lbs for a day and then back down on Tuesday. I didn't bother with an apple day- blech!. I have a few injections left and I think I am just going to finish them and be done by Monday. I don't think it will hurt to go over a few days. I am hoping to dump a couple more pounds before I am done so I can finish in the 150's.

Mommy Dearest returned home and it didn't get too ugly. Just the usual verbal abuse and insanity. I spoke with my dad right after that and he survived it. We were all scared to death for him! I'm still trying to center myself and deal with the avalanche of negative emotions. Shake it off!
R1 VLCD 27 165.4 (-.6) Hitchcock, Filet Mignon and Merlot!
Yea, I'm off my plateau! Yippy skippy! This is how I broke it- I thought about what I ate less of, steak! So I went to the store and bought some Filet Mignon (in the meat clearance section, tee hee!). I had that for lunch. On a girls night out I went to a great play, "The 39 Steps". A comedy/thriller based on an Alfred Hitchcock production. I had a planned cheat and drank a glass of Merlot! Oh man was that good! I went to bed late and my little darling woke me up early. So I was short on sleep too!

All joking aside, this diet teaches you to listen more closely to your body. Honestly I think I was just ovulating. Unfortunately, I stalled for a week but the physical signs of ovulation were there. Also, one of the side effects I experience is my sides hurt during rapid weight loss. That symptom went away but just returned yesterday. I attribute it to the maternity related gallbladder issues over this last year. (Diagnostics verified I do not have stones.) I want to disclose this side effect because I think it is important to be honest about the diet. Gallbladder issues encouraged me to "go organic" and as I stated before the benefits of hCG outweigh the risks, for me.

So here is my advice, stick to the protocol and wait it out. Don't cheat or it will make you gain weight and it will take another week to get that off and start again. Hind sight is 20/20 and I could have done without the apple day.

Most of all, thanks to Kelly and all of you for your support. I am so excited that I have some new blogger friends! I saw your comments on Kelly's blog. Not sure why people can't leave comments on mine. I went to the "help" section and it said to change settings to "pop up" so maybe that will help! ;)
R1 VLCD 26 166 - Stalling worse than our old Buick Riviera! !&%$#@!
At this point thoughts are entering my mind about making this a short round and calling it good. Today is my 23 injection. I'm not giving up yet and I will see how it goes. I planned my food for today and dropped the toasts and my second fruit. Hopefully that will get things going again since I skipped my injection yesterday. We shall see, I know better than to give up and cheat.
R1 VLCD 24 166.2 (-.2) I Learned 3 Things...
Today I have gleaned 3 morsels of wisdom from my existence. 1. Apple days suck! 2. During ovulation your pituitary gland secretes a hormone called "luteinizing hormone" approx on days 12 - 16 of your cycle. 3. My face smells like the car wash.

I did an apple day yesterday and I only lost -.2 from that. NOT WORTH IT! So I did some reading and found out about the aforementioned hormone. I'm banking on this excuse for my stall. Or else it is the organic face cream I have been using that has rosemary oil in it - otherwise known as "essence of car wash".

My daughter sits on the counter while I am getting ready and wanted to try my face cream. After smearing a little on her rosy cherub cheeks she exclaimed, "smells like car wash mommy". It was just a coincidence that we also washed the car yesterday. At the exit of the car wash I inhaled deeply with intention. I'll be damned if it didn't smell like my face cream. Doh!
R1 VLCD 23 166.4 (-1.0) Apple Day
I had a busy weekend and I didn't see too much loss over the last few days so I decided to do an apple day today. I just wanted a break from thinking about it. I know ovulation might contribute to the stall too. Anyway I'm trying it. It is tough. I just made my daughter "potato letters" that I get at Whole Foods and I had such a hard time not snarfing them up. Especially when the hot blast of french fry smell hit my face when I took them out of the oven. Ahhhh, I miss potatoes.